just in case you need to hear this today:
- you are not a failure
- you are not a waste of space
- you are loved
- you are wanted
- I believe in you
- you can do it!!!!

Track: Sweet November
Artist: SZA
Album: Z
Plays: 75,737
i dont think i will ever be happy. i cant be happy. being happy means i love something and love makes everything hurt. everything hurts and then ur happy for a little bit. and then it goes back to hurting. being happy takes too much. id rather hurt less than hurt a lot and experience some happy. its not worth it.